good at getting there but not so much the round trip

by heytherewildflower

im lonely

when im by myself,

or, AS THEY SAY,      in a crowd of people

sonnets dont fix it and neither can you

when i say i want to write because i want to fight for people and i want to fight for life, i want to ease the suffering and loneliness of others…

its because i don’t know how to fix myself. and maybe its enough just to love, and to do right by the things and people i love    by honoring them

somehow.

and it pains me not to have the skill to do it properly. and sometimes this pain is worse than being lonely.